my birthday..

He is the 1st person tat wish me happy birthday...
yx wake me up early in the morning n ask me to OPEN DOOR...
zadao yi xia...thks for suprising me...
especially bringing lynn to suprise me..luv u all so much...
went for movie 2012 at the gsc signature....premium class nia coz golden class sold out ady..haiz...so unfortunate...
but he promise to bring me watch golden class for another movie..the vampire assistance...
hehe..
he gave me a diamond necklace cost RM 298...
"ji expensive yi xia"...^^haiz...
btw,,thks everyone..thks jie...thks my dear..thks lynn...love u all so much..

friday nite...
his nose allergy terribly..
keep had a runny nose....
he say he wanna eat sushi so i accompany him go SUSHI KING eat lo...
i dun eat much coz i dun like to eat...
then he say wan bring me eat other food but i keep say i'm not hungry..
he got angry n keep mumbling me...
scolding me duno how to take care of myself..
knw wat he say..?
he say i made him feel tat he's useless..
cannot fulfill at i wan...
he say if like tat we juz break off coz he can't take care of me..can't give me the best wor.....
haiz..
but say nia la...
we r still fine n ok...
^^

sorry to tell u all my personel problem...
but its solve now...
thks for the caring n support u all gave to me...
my bro n sis...
love u all so much...

should we break up...?

Yesterday we chat in msn...
when he offline n goin to sleep,he never even inform me or wish me gudnite...
wat now...?wat happen..?he never like tat b4...
today lunch..he saw me but never even call me for lunch..walau..wat he's thinking..?
during the presentation today.i took hs phone n quickly run thru his msg...
wat i saw..?msg from KELLY SUE...
~~'''........
she sorethroat n he bought strepstils for her...n saywill be guilty if he doesn't buy for her...when i'm not feeling well today?wat he do..?
ask me out for movie...so tis is u...
i rejected him for the movie coz i'm not feeling well n he got angry...
i msg him telling tat he had changed..tats all i can say then i off my phone...
he called my fren angrily n ask them to pass me the phone..
i ask them to tell tat i went out without bringing my phone..
ntil nw...
jie...
am i wrong..?
am i very wrong...?
tell me tat i'm wrong ..
tell me tat i am totally wrong...
wat should i do...?
should i break up..?
i cnt find any love n hope btw us anymore....

Should i knw about it...?

yesterday nite we went for movie...
then went he reach he home he called me to tell tat he's home...
but i fell asleep...he called n called...
atlast...i woke up n pick up he call...
he tot i perpously don wanna pick up his call n make him worry...
coz he send me a msg tat saying:"u wan listen o not?i call one last time n tats it.."
coincidently,i woke up when h call the last call n pick up his call after he call for 1 hour...
i am guilty...he got angry n say.."do u think its nice to play?"
.....haiz...i apologize to him n explain tat i've fallen asleep jz nw..
n he juz reply "OOO"...
am i in fault...??
tis morning he ask me to help mark his attendance coz he don wanna go to class...
ok fine..i help lo...
when i ask him wat time coming to school coz afternoon got practical..he didn reply me...taking lunch wit my fren (stella n katherine) he called n ask where am i...
itold himn ask whether he wan to join..
he complain tat place is far n hot to walk over..
ok ,fine...when i ask him whether after i eat wan me accompany him go eat o not he say...suan liao...
walau A...wat he mean now..?
i really don understand wat problem has come into our relationship...until...
juz now....i get to knw sumthing tat i shouldn't knw...
on tuesday..one of the part-time customer birthday...(young)(girl)
she ask them to go sing-k..
n my other fren goin but aftr a while say duwan go le coz tired...
then he start scolding them 'sayng they like girl la...a while wan a while duwan...
they say he is so nervous abt HER...
they told me tat when tat customer 1st come in to the part-time course he n HER very close ordy...
n now he scolded them bcoz of HER...
after the part-time class he called n called my fre n ask then whether goin o not...
wat now...when i not feelng well n squatting in the corner of the practical lab how he comfort me?
by asking me"wan die le ma"?
or...by asking"wan die go die la...no need bother de..."
so tis is the different btw ME n HER...
Tis kind of feeling...mabe none of u all(my jie) will understand knw..
now i juz stop talking to him(but he doesn't knw tat i knw abt it)...
n wait quietly for my bd to came as my fren ask me to ...
wating tat will he be nervous too on my bd..
jie...
i very sad leh....
how....???

walau..
miss me o not....
so lond i didn update my blog..
lucily didn grow cobweb...
tat day go genting...
very fun lo...
rollercoster n "tiao lou ji"...
walau...
scary...
hahaha...
theresa bd..erm...
watch tat stupid bastard movie..
wlaau...wan go toilet oso dare not go...
hahaha...
but ok la...
happy oso coz so long didn meet u boith n chris....haha...

Hahaha...
so fun today,stella birthday...
red colour butter cream all over the face hor...
i didn do it ah,u will treat me kind on my bd de hor...
hahaha...
Happy Birthday Stella...
Yeah...
goin genting with frenz 2mr...
^^
katherine n her bf...wah di...
me n my darling...
n some of my classmate..
too bad stella can't go coz her dad doesn't allow...haiz...
2mr..should be a happy happy day for me...
haha...^^

Stupid!!!

omg...
last day of the holiday oso wan luk for trouble o!!!
sien lo..
my dad...forever wan to luk for trouble de...
early in the morning come in my room n start his trouble making!!!
start asking why i didn talk n communicate wit him for the pass few day(abt my frens n J)...
sien lo...last day should be happy de...nw cause my mood like shit!!
hate it!!!
i love PJ..
I wan go bk la!!!!

bk hometown for 2 days...

walau...holiday 9 days...
atlast...
1day is over..left 8 more days...
if for bread...4 days it will start to grow 'mushroom ady...
for me.. 2 day is the limit i think...
haiz...2mr bk hometown lo...batu pahat..bk on tuesday nite...
then from wednesday onward...my mushroom will start growing...
omg...
hate it..
hate it..
hate it..

OMG...holiday started...

haiz...sien liao lo...wat can i do now...?
my nitemare started...
walau A...
juz now my afternoon class cancel ..so i go watch movie wir HIM...
acyually wan watch GAMER de...but i duwan..i choose THE UGLY TRUTH..(although tat time i duno wat is it about)...
coz the picture luk nice ..haha..
walau..the movie a bit bian tai de lo...SG18 ah...
small kid cnt watch...
haha..
then ard 4 i bk hostel lo..
my parent come fetch me...
and my nightmare started....

i dun wan HOLIDAY!!!..NO!!!!!!

went for movie today...
duno why HE treat me extra gud tis week??
ate wrong medicine or wat...?
no one knw...
holiday's coming...
if last time ...i will jump up n say YEAH!!!!
as for now...i will oni say...OMG!!! I HATE IT!!!
i duno how am i goin to live...
same like theresa lo...
grow mushroom , spore , fungus...all oso come out...
then my dad will sure pull me go play golf de...
omg...
tat time bcom indian lo...
walau...
think of it oso scare ady...
i hate holiday..
i hate it...
i dun wan holiday...
not even 1 day...
NONONONO!!!!!!!

wan die..

u knw wat happen...yesterday my parent found out tat i have the 017 num ..actually is my dad found out..how he knw??he go n open my bag n dig it upside down when i bring my sis for gym...when i'm bk,he ask me did i still contact wit HIM??i say no n he ask me again...u knw wat...i really cnt stand it ...pressure...then he took out my bag..took out my anther phone n read all my msg out...HE READ MY MSG OUT!!!!!omg...how will u'll feel when ur msg was being read infront of ur siblings..especially ur msg wit ur bf???walau A...i really cnt stand it n really wanna ran out from home tat time..i took my uniform n hp(019)then stand near the door preparing to open the gate n ran n u knw wat my dad responds???he straight away stand up n say...y r u holding those shirt..there muz be sumthing u hide inside...omg...i really got mad n ran bhind n took the knife n my mom too got crazy n wanna join me ...38 meh...she faint n me got shock...walau..scary lo...high blood pressure...til nw i haven talk to my dad...i knw i'm wrong for lying but he read my msg juz like tat...???not wrong..walau A...i duno how lo...i cnt put my anger down for this case lo...sien la..

haiz...
since u all complain my blog grow spider web...
i mah update a bit lo...
haiz...
wat to say leh..
on wednesday meet omma n her bf...
felt tat they both are so sweeet n happy...
i felt tat couple should be tis way u knw..
as for me...
please dun ask abt it coz i dun even knw whether do he love me...
but..i still choose to be wit him simple bcoz...i love him..
u all won't be like me rit
chris...as for u n my other best fren...
i knw u all r much smarter than me...
u all won't be like me rit...

if my fren had a secret plan to ran away from home

If my fren had a secret plan to ran away from home and ask me to do it together with her,i will not do it together with her.i will ask her to think twice as it is not easy to stay outside alone without the care of our parent.we doesn't have a place to stay n money to use.If we work to earn our living,there were not enough time to further our studies...so,i felt that we should not have this type of thinking...

After 1 week of schooling....

I'm back here since yesterday..quite happy studying there..meet lots of new frenz n especially..my seniors..cute senior..
haha..my 2 room mates..stella n jia yi..they are so soft..not like me n my 4th jie..samantha..so rough...hehe...sorry to say tat but..its the truth..haha..the way she walk...she eat...she.....exactly like "dai ga jie"...haha..first day at my institude,i keep tell myself i cannot cry..n..i make it..hehe.. i didn't cry,then..after tat i get use to it ordy..erm...take a look ard my hostel atleast got 10 makan shop...haiz..i will get fat sooner or later...tat time u can't see Lydia anymore..u will see..a BEAN BAG..haha..bean bag walking ard..see b4?should be very funny..actually i very miss my old gang la..sam,omma,xin yi,slof,lynn,chris,n..yanyi maybe..etc...atleast i can joke ard wit them(althou sometimes crow will passby)n see omma's face bcom TOMATO..see the way chris laugh..see the way sam walk..see the way how th slof late..

my mum make me feel angry....

my mum...haiz...she have a 'kai'son...but..she treat him better than us(me n my siblings)..y?as a example..tat day..she forgotten to bring her handphone to work..when she come back from work work..she straight away ask me did i see her msg...shit man...she so don't trust me..but when her 'kai' zai come to our hse..she juz let him play her phone,see her msg...@##$%@##$@$%$#.... another thing is...infront of the kai zai..she never get angry wan..but ...when he leave..walao a...like vocano...tats y btween me n my sister..she has a nickname called..."VOCANO'...hahaha...every week..my mum will make bread atleast 3 times..almost everytime she will bring some to him...haiz..i oso duno y she treat him so good..he make of gold ah...@#$%@#$%@$%#$.....

haiz..i've make up my mind at last..

At last....i've make up my mind to study bakery in MIB....haha..dun mistaken..its not man in black..is malaysia institude of baking..haiz..all my relative keep asking me.."really ah..u really wanna study bakery ?...or...really meh...u sure u won't regret..?..haiz...before i make my decision,everyone keep asking wat i wanna study..after i make my decision..everyone still asking me to think properly..haiz..although i knw tis is bcoz they care abt me but..it will make my head goes '"BOOM".....u knw....but ,i've make my decision..i don't wanna change ordy..if not ..another boom will be coming out..but....problem never ends...after i've make my decision...i started to worry tat i will miss my family n my frenz after my class start..haiz...my head is goin to BOOM BOOM BOOM....

Lydia..

Hehe^^

Yunxian here..

Y i can sign in ur account..u urself cant in de leh???

Noob gui~~

a upset ...but enjoyable day ...

yesterday,my Spm result is out..so upsetting la..luckily after tat my frenz n i went to midvalley redbox to enjoy ourself after taking those stressful result...we reach there ard 3p.m...after releasing our stress for 3 hour..we rush home coz its already after office hour n we r sure tat we will be exactly like sardin..as we had already expect..the whole KTM was even more pack than a sardin can..
but,the funniest things is the yunxian was almost hug by a black bangali for the whole journey..
she even feel like vomiting...haha...pity of her..
althou my results was bad but thks to all my frenz especially yunxian(althou she jump like a monkey when she sings).omma(althou she sings wit a mic but still nothing come out fr her mouth).yanyi(althou she walks like a speedboat n always eat my toufu..),n my ex-moniter choon seng(althou his voice almost make me fall off from the sofa a few times..)haha..i really luv u all la..